Papas go the spindles almost set back up. had a good buddy that builds rock crawlers/has a shop turn down a bunch of misaligns, weld a few weld washers on the new ones, and pretty much get them all set right. papa is in the process of getting them back on the car right now.
I'll get pics later......
now the real dilemma.....................
what the fuck do i need to do on the ranger? not as in what needs to be done, cause i know that. but fuck making plate shit with a grinder/cut off wheel and drill....... i've already fucked up a few. my plasma table at work is almost set up. so i keep using that as an excuse. "once the plasma is setup, ill get to it!"
but i........ i don't fucking know. i feel like its just an excuse because i don't want to get out and work on it.
shit is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much different now being so fucked up and needing my dad or a buddy (which i don't have any anymore.. except for muscle heads or yogis.........) to help me with getting shit done and doing simple things.
i mean even just walking across our house length to get a different tool or piece of material or tool............. i fucking dread since it takes me 69x longer to fucking walk anywhere.
but also, i cant work on/build anything on my own anymore. i NEED my dad or someone else to help with whatever i'm doing in some sense. and it fucking sucks. i am so fucking grateful that i do have my dad to help me when he does, but holyfuck. having to rely on someone else for fucking everything, sucks dick.
i WANT to do so much shit on this thing, and i know WHAT i want & need to do......... i just have to fucking wait on someone else to do it!









ok, whining done. i just had to get that out somewhere.