COOL STORY BRO, i know. none of you fucks are gonna read my blabbering but, DGAF. im bored and i love story telling
i got 4 of my toesies cut off last Tuesday.
you all asked......... so i told you.
but fo reel.
i had surgery. now im stuck in a bright pink cast (not my choice, papa thought he'd be funny while i was out of it.) ((except maybe not and i just love diq so i asked for it. you fucks decide. i know which way im leaning. it's more on the "i luv da diq" side))
story time since im at work and i aint got shit to do this second and i love talking, as most of you fags know.
after my TBI, it affected my LEFT side because i landed on the right side of my head/got hit on my right side.
in a coma and my fingys all worked fine, opened/closed/jacked off other dudez diqs/everything fine. after i started slowly waking up from the coma (not a "medically induced" coma. i went nightynight when i smacked the 40ish MPH minivan/concrete right away), papa says my left hand just started closing up and stayed shut. it go tot he point very quick where, imagine you make a fist as tight as you can and then someone tries to open it... and they cannot for the life ;of them pry your fingys open.
that was papa for months. even therapist tried making me splints and shit to hold my hand open, which hurt like fuck, eventually doctor says he's going to give me Botox injections in my arm, for relaxing my fingys/hopefully open them up. about 6 or 7 months later and after 3 Botox injections, my fingys open up. they're hyper extended like a MOFO when i open them. but hey, ill take the over leaving them locked shut any day.
fast forward to about....fuck idk a year or 2 ago?
my left toes start doing three same thing and closing up. with my shoes on, whatever. doesn't bother me nearly at all.
with my shoes off and barefoot....... landing on your curled as fuck toes every single step, hurts worse than a MOFO.
and now, with me being all gay and my life being dedicated to yoga stuff, i almost always have my shoes off and am walking on a hard wood floor.
= SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN.
brain doctor says lets do the Botox again for my toes, just like he did for my fingys............. great yes sure, lets do it.
FUCKING INECTIONS AND ABOUT A YEAR LATER and it did nothing....... fucking nothing.
so, he sends me to a pediatrist or whatever the fuck the foot doctors are called.
says easy fix. common problem with brain injuries/stuff like that.
Says he has to do surgery on my 4 outside toes, didn't happen to/effect my big toe, and take 1 of the 2 tendons that's on the bottom of my toes, and put i on the top of my 4 toes (to help PULL it BACK). Says i wont be able to curl them as much but, dgaf, do it.
also says the one downfall is........... after im gonna need to be in a cast up to my knee for 6 weeks, at least. "do you want o do it or think about it first?"
immediately, i say
"DO IT TO IT. 6 weeks VS a lifetime of pain is NOTHING. do it asap"
so, he did it. surgery for a day, only took like an hour an a half for the actual surgery, i was there all fucking day though.
now i m in a fucking cast up to my knee for 5 1/2 more motherfucking weeks.
i use my wheelchair when im at home but, when i go anywhere, i use either A. my two canes, B. my walker, or C. i just got from my uncle a little scooter thing to set my left knee on and wheel around. which is easier since i don't have to put ANY weight on my foot, but its just AS fucking tiring on my leg/knee.
soooooooooooooooo COOL STORY BROSEPH. i told all ur mawmacitas and they said to post it up in the dailies on badlinesgoodtimes. peeps may not post up/reply and say anything, but i guarantee that it'll give some of you fucks something to do/read